im memories of cherry

2dae went to try ot da part tym data entry job @ arab street.
it was a beri nice place indeed da office gt da attric style..
nt bad gt a pub cum wif liveband sumore nice ambience
a nice place to chill n i found my seesha le all along here sia
waitin 4 my damn pay den peeps shall check tt place ot sOOn man.
bt kind borin typin n typin.. mayb mon dif if i can go online durin wk.

received a shockin news while wkin..mum cal to inform tt our beloved cherry had passed away.
aish..tears jz well in mi..cried @ wk..cant help feelin beri upset coz she was stil fine wen i went ot mah..aft all she has been wif us 4 lyk 1oyrs..wen i was pri4 lidat wen we lost a bigger dog bobby.
she was bought to replace him.
i cant imagine onedae we gona lost her which iz 2dae..it came to shockin..i cant bear..
da laz incident wen bobby left us..
my elder bro din tok to my 2nd bro 4 lyk YRS u noe coz of a dog
coz my bro hated him alwaze tink tt coz of him da dog gt knock dwn kil.
ever since den dey din tok 4 lyk yrs abt 5yrs u noe..imagine hw i felt?
wen cherry came..elder bro stil cant accept her! hate her in fact jz dun lyk coz i tink she remind him of bobby baz..n i oso dun reali into dog le..coz i tink coz of a dog tt led to my bros nt tokin iz silly loh..im afraid too sumtin simlar wil happen again tt y i oso distant frm cherry.
thou she iz such a cute puppy i act moz of da tym heckcare her.
bt aft so mani yrs i guess da bond stil dere..bro slowly get over n accepted her.
i cant imagine hw he felt dis tym muz b another blow 4 him.
coz both dogs he watch dem frm young..
bt dis tym cherry paz away due to old age..
heard tt he din get to c her wen he came bk she alreadi left!
all of us din get to her too onli my mum..
bt stil i cant tk it.. cant believe da fact she iz gone..
it happen too sudden le..dey sae she alreadi nt feelin well dis few daes le bt stil i cant accept it!

act i tried to aviod it..jz nw was suppose to mit san 4 dinner bt she laz min cancel it.
i din went hm aft tt..went roamin aimlessly in cityhall alone.
coz i duno hw to go hm n face it duno hw..alwaze wen sumtin happened
i alwaze try aviod i dun wana c dem dun wana c or believe tt she iz nt ard animore.
i duno hw to face it! i rather go hm wen everyone iz slpin le..

finali aft so much struggle i msg khai
so much of fearin n tots n getin upset since laz sat n da wk b4..
aft so much struggle..n wen feng oso din reply mi
i stil gif a try heck n i send a msg.
askin where iz he?
coz cherry jz left suddenly tot mi to treasure each n everyone b4 dey r gone.
u nv noe wat's gona happen..it beta nt to haf ani regrets
so decided to msg him n ask abt laz sat?
jz wana c if our frenship stil can b saved
to my surpise aft da msg send..another msg came in..
it was him! he replied!
shock n happi coz i noe he forgot abt it le so i oso din mention jz act as notin happen..
he sae sumtin lyk hey hi! stil in camp, bt bkin ot soon..y?
den i jz sae notin lo jz askin hw iz he n msg a few nia
bt itz enuff lah lyk feng sia so lil de..aniwaze my hp no batt if nt i cal him le..
he din reply aft i mention my dog paz away sia i tot shld reply tt more.
bt stil contented n happi coz he iz stil my fren i guess
i almost forgot he iz a typical gemini so gt 2 him de
he properbly alreadi forgotten abt it le silly mi...
bt kinda sad tt feng din reply..
haiz alwaze lidat baz wen i reali nid sumone dere nobody wil b dere 4 mi de
aish..

n i realise sumtin..
i read n came aft sumtin lidat jz nw
wen a guy iz interested in ya
he wil no matter wat..try to ask u ot
either by calin u or msgin alwaze
n wen dey dun do dis
it jz shows tt he iz nOt into ya!

so...well i got it sumhw
aft all dis yrs feng had nv ask mi ot b4 so iz proven mah n i knw it all along
jz tt wenever i wana gif up he wil cum bk haiz
n so khai iz da same too
he stopped msgin mi instead iz my turn askin him ot
bt we hang ot bt nt date note da dif?
so meanin dey r all nt into mi
get a life lah shan mOVe oN man!
dey r nt da ONE yea..
mayb i wun try to go aft him
wat's da pt?
b wif da one tt loves u den da one tt u lyk
for da one tt u lyk wil leave ya for da one tt luv!

shall jz wait 4 ppl to ask mi ot
bt seems tt nobody date mi
i wonder y am i so bad ah
nahz cant b bothered abt all dis le..


in memories of u...

im gona miz seein u lyin infront of my door every mngz
beenin my rm wen nobody at hm onli both of us
seein u every part of da corner slpin
lokin n barkin wenever we r eatin, da greedy u
da onli dog ever seen tt chases every single tins frm rat, cat, birds, cockraches, lizards
u flood da kitchen everydae 4 urinin
gt scolded alwaze 4 ur anihw urine n shitin ard @ our inconvience
alwaze so egar to greet us wen we cum bk frm otside
da dog tt listens to my mum's naggin moz of da tym wen we iz nt ard
whose she gona tok to nx tym wen we nt hm
da onli dog tt eats everytin
tt's bath almoz every 2 to 3 daes
who slp wif us had a owe lil pillow
da ONE n ONLI ~ Cherry

nw seems da hm iz so much quiet wifot ya
seems so wrg n empty
i stil cant accept da fact we had lost her aish
dun tink we gettin animore dog le
4 i cant accept da fact dey wil leave us sventually onedae

hOw could u jz left us jz lidat..hw could u bear to..


nOW n foreVer
gOOdbye my dear cherry
Farewell! thou art too dear for our possessin
bein miSsed alwaze!

Ms cherRy* has alwaze been a part of our family
a lil sis to mi another daughter to my mum
a lil part of da Ang's family
10yrs seems so lng yet fast
..mizin ya forever