happi 2mths

hmmz..been a wk since cherry left us..
abt 2wks+ i left crown
been wkin dis temp data entry 4 lyk 1wk le gona end soon too
so fast tym pasSes!!! well ~sCarY!

hmmz..wat did i did da paz few wks?
laz sat went gothem panthse wif candice n frens wOO shiOK
uncle dainel pick mi frm wk n gt a treat frm him wif wing man
went mos wif faezah dis wed
wkin da office job borin n tired
ain's chalet yst
2dae went support candice da superstar tingy
resulted tired..n gg sick le!!!
finali get my NEW hP tml geez!
gg zouks flea market..fren engagement
mitin cousins..san n my swensen frens
laz bt nt least...

hmmz..i gt a fren bk tt issh khai
glad n haPPi tt we r stil frens nw..
n sumtins hate my instinct so much coz alwaze so accurate coz yup iz true tt
he dun lyk mi
he lyk ifah
n da worst part i was da one who act dig my own grave baz!
haiz..sedih sia..

act we reali can tok nw lah n at least he treat mi lyk a fren n reali tok lo
no secret i mean..n i noe his!
tt iz he lyk ifah all along..
bt my fault coz i sae so all along u had da intention of gettin to noe her tru mi rite?
he sae nope..crazi u tink i noe u r ifah fren da first tym i saw u mos?
ur face gt write tt ah? wth sia den i sae den hw u noe lei?
coz rem u told mi i gt a fren tt noe him tru frenster link?
wah sedih sia coz im da one who told him n wen he go c n realise tt gal iz ifah
sumone whom he long ago had a crush ever since schin tym u noe lah dose
junior..senior cush kinda tingy!!
ahHHH!!! feel lyk kilin myself for bein such a big mouth sia!
so i noe le lah lyk i sae aft 1wk he no lnger msg mi lyk laz tym i realise a change in him
so wat wrg?
tt da tym i told him n da tym he noe abt ifah le lo haiz c my fault rite? aishh
no wonder da sudden change in him, old luv iz stil beta mah..
tinkin bk if i din sae..wat wil we b? hMMz..
neverthless im stil upset lah bt im suprise coz i nt tt upset as i tot i wil b
coz act i gt dis feelin tt he lyk ifah lng ago so mayb lo
bt im upset wen i cal him we ok le rite
he sae mi: so nw u n ifah no lnger fren ah? (ps ltr i sae y?)
y u quit ur job???? u haven intro ifah to mi lei!!!
wah kaoz..wat i meant to him sia?
nv consider my feelins de..nv ask abt mi
kip saein ifah
n tink abt himself nia selfish sia!
forget it! i sae i wil n i wil stil intro ya lo if u wan!!
den we chat beri lng tink gg nearly an hr sia laz fri lo!

tel him more abt ifah
her characters n wat kinda guys she lyks
bt i warn him in order to go aft ifah
he muz change lo aft all he stil younger n so much imature
compared to da other admirers she has mah..
neverthless wil kip my promise n gif my blessin if one dae dey r 2gether
hmm..
daddy sae sumtin..aft i told him b4 lyk i tink he lyk her lo
n nw iz true den he sae mayb she oso lyk him?
i sae dun scare mi lo coz lidat i tink she iz da scary one
coz she noes mi n khai stuff all along n she was da one who plan da movie tingy
n ask mi to test him de..
wen i sae he cfm forget de!
n turn ot if she oso lyk him
wah cunnin of her to do such tins lo..
i dun dare or tink abt dis..
wil jz c hw iz goes..

coz act we alreadi fix le nx fri mitin
im gona intro her to him!!!
haiz irony i jz realise nx fri iz da 15 sia
15sept06 meanin...
i noe khai 4 exactly 2mths sia!

duno to b hapPi or wat?
n tt dae hw sia?
wat or hw shld i react? pretend ah?
haiz..iz lyk da 2pid mi gif my happineSS UP
sumore both hands gif to sumbody
i was da one who told him abt her mah
n nw im gona intro him to her!
n im arrange dis mitin!
haiz..can i intro le den let dem njoy demself
n i dun wana ani details of him n her animore!
coz i dun wana b upset by it or affected!

khai wOO din xpect we cum to such a stage sia
thou i knew ya 4 2mths onli
bt wah seems so lng
n seems u r my 2nd bez fren le aft feng
bt we r so much faster fast forward kind compare to mi n feng
neverthless shall b contented i din lose dis fren
n no more hidin n secrets le we can reali tok sia
bt 4 us we reali no hiding ya bt towards feng case thou we noe so lng le
i stil can sae we r stil nt tt close as i im wif khai sia..

well gd lucK hope ur drm cUm true
to get into ifah's life iz nt easy n i dun wan u to b led on
i onli can warn ya iz nt gona b easy n u wil get hurt de
im saein it coz i noe both of ya..i dun wan her to hurt u too
bt decision iz up to ya! if u noe iz a dead end u stil wana go n get urself hurt!
up to ya! as a fren i tink i did my bez le! da reST iz onYA le!

sumtyms i wonder?
guys relai lyk bad gals izit?
lyk to get hurt even dey noe iz dif or dead end>
r dey 2pid anot?
coz wen dere iz much beta gals ard dem
dey blind or wat y cant dey aPPreicate dose who do tins 4 dem ones?
izit a crime to b tOO niCE?

men r weird creature!
khai n feng r da same!
mayb i shall b bad baz
so i can find sumone who luvs mi
n i noe wil nv b dis 2 guys!
sadden..sedih..sad story..irony?
u sae baz.....