wat a dae!

haiz wat a mornin to start off wif?

earli mornin wake up wif rashes
i knew it wasnt gona b a smooth dae
startin off wif rashes even before work
usually da uniform wil gif mi rashes itself so nw double
on my wae to wk felt sharp pain in my chest
my heart seems so dif to breath n heavy
hmmz nt a beri gd sign yeah im i diein?
nt done yet while reachin orchard gota wok a lng wae to my hotel
feel stomach cramp wat kaoz wat wrong wif my body man?
seems breakin down bt yst i was whole dae at home mah
shouldnt i had euff rest or MOre den enuff readi?

haiz yst was whole dae at hm so sianz loh
act gt alot of plans n places to go bt tks to sumone
spoiled my whole dae kaoz..
i feel so drained emo n physcially im sick n tired
haiz y my life seems so sad other den carreer part for now
da rest sux reali all i wanted was sumone
to b dere for mi wen i nid onli...

tt's simple..bt seems so diffcult.
i tot by lettin go i wil found sumone beta
hw cum end up wif sumone worse n onli meant to spoiled
my dae n irriates mi to da max
lidat i rather dun wan sia i shall jz stick to u..
da lil drm tt wil nv cum true livin in tt paz
i rather stay in den drm at least u nv mk mi so pissed off
i miz dec seriouly missed dose tyms..n daes
with u ard..
i noe its tym 5yrs readi i shld n i told myself to end everytin
but can i not let go
can i hold on to u once again?
can i?