Sunday, December 30, 2007

for ya 30 dec 2007

hmmz..feelin abit restless heart heavy nw i oso duno y
mayb yst nitez sumbody piss mi off as usual tt spoiler of my life
n mayb jz nw was rushin to work..all tks to my dad
who offered to send mi here so i waited n end up my bro din wk up so
he change his mind send mi to da station insteed wat the ...
he rather i late loh bo bian had to tk a cab loh i rather tk frm my hm dere den
frm sgon central loh waited lyk no cab n iz further to go CTE frm dere loh..
waste my tym n $ haiz..spoil abit of my lovely mornin..

gueSs wat 2dae iz 30 dec 2007 finali
tym passeS so damn fast seriously
finali i get to mit again aft lyk so lng 4yrs since we laz mit durin mth dec
glad tt u noe tt too..bt y im i alwaze feel so nt ur fren
muz alwaze mit at da beri rush tymin lyk slot in laz min cannt fix a date de
was late durin ur dinner break mk u hungry another 30mins felt so bad

contract signed
din manage to mk it to qie's party haiz
all da food tym $ effort gone to waste
i bake i mk n i cook haiz
rush n rush n rush was da word
everytin was fine...so lng din c ya le
u stil da same..hair finali grown to tt lng one tt i laz rem bk den in p.ris
smart in ur black attire, bt u seems stress ot ya coz ur face lyk gt abit breakot bt stil lok gd as usual keke
everytin was good xpect tt mayb it too short le baz a one hr dinner break
went pei u smoke n send u bk wok ard ur wkplace n c u work
i used to tou tou c u work bk den haha so cute n serious
wanted to wrap ur gifts cant find ani wrappers in ribbonson or even centrepoint
so desperate to da extent gota wok all da wae dwn to heeren manage to get a wrapper
n all da wae bk..got a sunflower for darin qie wrap it wif ribbon carry it wif mi to find u again
while waitin to paz qie her stuff i waited for dere return cal while lokin at u at work
coz i reali haf no place to go..i dun wan go all da wae to woodlands n yet i nv mit dem u c
n oso i feel da dinner was to rush n i wonder wen's da nx mit up? wil dere b animore?
hmmmz..all depends on mi whether i haf da courage to ask u ot again
coz i noe u wun all along u never did..
n i stayed on til u left finali passed u sum stuff tt i alwaze wanted to gif u
bt i tk bk da bracelet coz i tink ltr u gona b beri gulity
act by gifin u tt perfume i readi tink u alreadi gulity le bt royz sae perfume beta
aniwaze it suppose to gif u lng tym ago n i owe u one too bk den
n mayb iz oso da last gift u noe..coz i promise u nt to gif u animore
n wen u tkin da gifts i cn c ur tt lok act all along i tink u areadi noe tt bag iz for ya rite?
i noe it sensitive ppl wil noe it ha..n i noe u haf a impt date tml so secretive abt it nvm njOy baz
bt duno y aft u left i feel kinda sad a lil i duno y...


izit coz it's tym to let go of u le
prehaps i shld sae iz dis onesided luv
or crush tt wil nv haf ani happi endin
gd bye to my luv or my fren?
five years iz neither lng nor short
everytin shld end or put to a STOP
since watever i haf done u wun get moved
cn i stil let it b n nt solve da problem tk it as watever happens happens?
i seriously duno we c hw it goes sumtyms i feel so much to let u noe
bt den i dun wana coz i noe u dun feel a tin i jz askin for trouble truth hurts more rite
30th dec once means so much to mi ya
bt slowly i guess it fades too..bt i wil nv forget tt's da dae i gif ya my no.
da first stranger i noe at my first job aft o level
i nv forget or even regret noein ya seriously
u taught mi alot n to becum a beta person
alwaze dere for mi alwaze encouragin mi
i alwaze lok upon ya as my role model n admire watever u do
aniwaze CHEERS to30 december ` five years of frenship
` tt bus stop
tt p.ris boi bk den ... in dec 2002






For ya
Its has been quite awhile
i must sae i miS our friendship
i miss yOu
&
i misS uS
But wat i reali miSs is not juz u or us,
but hOw it all began ...
` pasir ris dec 2002`
All da beSt to ya
hope everytin goes smoothly for ya
esp ur studies
jia yOu
feng
:)

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