prehaps i reali shldnt had ask lyn to paz u da gift
all da effort n rushin all gone to a waste
i even went all da wae bk to army market to change da earin
which i gt u tt iz spolit bt da person din wana change for mi damn it im damn suay haiz
15bucks jz gone off lidat for one side sumore iz nt worn by u yet wth
just for u...
da dae b4 frm bugis OG to wisma isetan to taka orchard
to john lil to orchard pt to da nx dae sengkang metro jz to
find da shirt for ya end up SK din haf da size for u...best
coz of u i was late for my lunch date felt so sorri for da rest of dem
i had to rush dwn frm sengkang to manhantten for my lunch date
end up my bunch becum a dinner.. sat dwn nt lng i had to leave again jz to get a sub gift for ya act at tt tym i dun feel lyk pazin u le..
i shld jz stick to it..bt stil end up gt u sumtin 15mins searchin over
da central shops for gifts macham havin a race...
had to leave my frens n rush dwn to kovan jz to paz lyn ur present
end up mkin her late for da party feel so bad wen i saw tears in da eyes face red lyk so pissed off partly coz of mi..gulity was da word..yet i cant do anitin aish..aft tt i rush bk to mit da rest at suntect..den i recal i forgot to tk a pic of da bangle n card cal lyn too late passed to u n u left le..
she sae she tot he cal mi coz saw him tokin on da fone
wah my heart sank coz my hp batt jz died on mi so afraid he cal
end up faezah lend mi her hp n waited da whole nite
til nx mornin went i went hm at 6+am
no cal or ani msg frm u... utterly disappointed
den da nx dae saw da frenster msg i duno to b happi or sad
seriously iz a mixed feelins
bt aft u din reply i was reali upset, angry, disappointed in u.
i was xpectin a reply frm u at least aft i send a 2000+ words
such a lng msg..summore u ask mi hw haf i been?
at least reply mi wen i ask u wat haf u been doin nwdaes?
frm da wae u sae u feel gulity u dun mk a fren til
i sae til it becums my fault i dun mk a gd fren either
i list ot da tins u did.. advices, willingness to listen to my
problems alwaze, da tym u pei mi makan n tyms u sendin mi hm
da effort, support, care n concern for a fren r ur strengths
n definitely iz $ cant buy..u did so much whereas i did notin in return for u
all along u nv lok for mi wen u haf ani problems
or ask mi to pei u makan onli once to pei u smk all
whereas im alwaze da one pesterin n troubling u..
i can onli tank u tru da lil gifts n coz u nv ask mi ot at all
hw i wish to tel u tt ...
ur bdae iz da onli gd reason i can ask u ot
so it becum lyk a Once a yr tingy n tt's da reason y u every yr gt present tk coz tt's da onli tym
i can c u coz u nv ask mi ot tru out da 5yrs we known each other
dun u find wat a wierd frenship we had? bt da effort n my frens help nt appreciated, bkfired INSTEAD
wat could i sae? all da efforts n da rush, rush n rush..rushin lyk mad onli to get hit bk at mi it in da end!
so sad rite iz onli aft all dis yrs den i found ot tt watever i did for him
da effort, da tym, da money, da tot was act 'stressful' to him
da so cal' thoughtful n detailed n nice of mi' which he sae iz mkin him gulity..lokin tru da gifts for him n da tins i did i felt lyk a fool a big silly one
da wae ur msg saes mk mi feel tt u tink u r nt worth mi doin all dis
u dun mk a gd fren n u feel gulity lah
whereas i blame myself for tt for mkin u feel tt wae
u captured my heart since day one,trying to show u i stil miz u
n da tyms bk den , im not done.
nw to tinkin bk i waited all dis yrs waitin for wat?
holdin on to wat? wat was i xpectin? waitin for u to ask mi ot ?
all da effort done tryin to hold on a drm tt wun true..
all da tins done iz notin bt mkin u gulity
im felt more hurt noein aft all da tins i done n wat i gt bk?
im act mkin u feel dis wae den wat my purpose in da first place
my utimate wish behind all dis tins i did onli to wantin to go ot wif ya..n ur bdae iz onli da gd reason i could ask u ot coz u wil nv ask mi de..da onli once a yr tingy which i can lok forward to act turn ot to mk u feel 'stressful' ha welldoneee!
its all my wishful tinkin..im jz a passerby in ur life?
all da effort n rushin all gone to a waste
i even went all da wae bk to army market to change da earin
which i gt u tt iz spolit bt da person din wana change for mi damn it im damn suay haiz
15bucks jz gone off lidat for one side sumore iz nt worn by u yet wth
just for u...
da dae b4 frm bugis OG to wisma isetan to taka orchard
to john lil to orchard pt to da nx dae sengkang metro jz to
find da shirt for ya end up SK din haf da size for u...best
coz of u i was late for my lunch date felt so sorri for da rest of dem
i had to rush dwn frm sengkang to manhantten for my lunch date
end up my bunch becum a dinner.. sat dwn nt lng i had to leave again jz to get a sub gift for ya act at tt tym i dun feel lyk pazin u le..
i shld jz stick to it..bt stil end up gt u sumtin 15mins searchin over
da central shops for gifts macham havin a race...
had to leave my frens n rush dwn to kovan jz to paz lyn ur present
end up mkin her late for da party feel so bad wen i saw tears in da eyes face red lyk so pissed off partly coz of mi..gulity was da word..yet i cant do anitin aish..aft tt i rush bk to mit da rest at suntect..den i recal i forgot to tk a pic of da bangle n card cal lyn too late passed to u n u left le..
she sae she tot he cal mi coz saw him tokin on da fone
wah my heart sank coz my hp batt jz died on mi so afraid he cal
end up faezah lend mi her hp n waited da whole nite
til nx mornin went i went hm at 6+am
no cal or ani msg frm u... utterly disappointed
den da nx dae saw da frenster msg i duno to b happi or sad
seriously iz a mixed feelins
bt aft u din reply i was reali upset, angry, disappointed in u.
i was xpectin a reply frm u at least aft i send a 2000+ words
such a lng msg..summore u ask mi hw haf i been?
at least reply mi wen i ask u wat haf u been doin nwdaes?
frm da wae u sae u feel gulity u dun mk a fren til
i sae til it becums my fault i dun mk a gd fren either
i list ot da tins u did.. advices, willingness to listen to my
problems alwaze, da tym u pei mi makan n tyms u sendin mi hm
da effort, support, care n concern for a fren r ur strengths
n definitely iz $ cant buy..u did so much whereas i did notin in return for u
all along u nv lok for mi wen u haf ani problems
or ask mi to pei u makan onli once to pei u smk all
whereas im alwaze da one pesterin n troubling u..
i can onli tank u tru da lil gifts n coz u nv ask mi ot at all
hw i wish to tel u tt ...
ur bdae iz da onli gd reason i can ask u ot
so it becum lyk a Once a yr tingy n tt's da reason y u every yr gt present tk coz tt's da onli tym
i can c u coz u nv ask mi ot tru out da 5yrs we known each other
dun u find wat a wierd frenship we had? bt da effort n my frens help nt appreciated, bkfired INSTEAD
wat could i sae? all da efforts n da rush, rush n rush..rushin lyk mad onli to get hit bk at mi it in da end!
so sad rite iz onli aft all dis yrs den i found ot tt watever i did for him
da effort, da tym, da money, da tot was act 'stressful' to him
da so cal' thoughtful n detailed n nice of mi' which he sae iz mkin him gulity..lokin tru da gifts for him n da tins i did i felt lyk a fool a big silly one
da wae ur msg saes mk mi feel tt u tink u r nt worth mi doin all dis
u dun mk a gd fren n u feel gulity lah
whereas i blame myself for tt for mkin u feel tt wae
u captured my heart since day one,trying to show u i stil miz u
n da tyms bk den , im not done.
nw to tinkin bk i waited all dis yrs waitin for wat?
holdin on to wat? wat was i xpectin? waitin for u to ask mi ot ?
all da effort done tryin to hold on a drm tt wun true..
all da tins done iz notin bt mkin u gulity
im felt more hurt noein aft all da tins i done n wat i gt bk?
im act mkin u feel dis wae den wat my purpose in da first place
my utimate wish behind all dis tins i did onli to wantin to go ot wif ya..n ur bdae iz onli da gd reason i could ask u ot coz u wil nv ask mi de..da onli once a yr tingy which i can lok forward to act turn ot to mk u feel 'stressful' ha welldoneee!
its all my wishful tinkin..im jz a passerby in ur life?
i hope u too jz go away n dun cum bk!
if wat i haf done or my gifts iz mkin u real uneasy or gulity abt it
im reali sorry i nv haf tt intention at all
den i promise u dis shall b da last tym
i gt notin to sae le since it so hard on u lets forget it!
im tired le...
life iz too short to wake up in da morninwif regrets
so LOVE da ppl who treat u rite
FORGET da ones who dun n believe tt
Everytins happens for a REASON
if u get a chance, TAKE it..if it changes ur life, let it.
Nobody sae tt it wil b easi..dey jz promised it would b worth it.
我为什么还爱你 为什么还想着你
不是我不放弃是什么原因
心 该怎么学会去 适应 那些没你的安静
我也想小心地收起所 有回忆
你却一直住在心里 是谁都无法代替
拼命想挽回的从前
回不了的从前，到不了的将来~
是我这一辈子遗憾，也是我这一生中的恨。`
但我不会忘记那段短暂的美好时光。
谢谢你所给于我的快乐。打从心底的感激。
放开 这是最好的决定
这慢长的等待 我放弃了 我给你
` 最后的疼爱是手放开 -zhuO huO de deNg Ai shi shOu faN kAi
` 把爱放开 - bai ai faN kAi...
~ 终于结束了
haiz tym to reali gif up..coz i cum to realise tt i dun nid to do tins to mk dem luv mi.. If dey wanted to..dey would..but sadly dey dun!
so much effort pt in...bt i stil lost to? duno wat oso aish..
let mi end it off wif
tks for mkin my world upside dwn n inside ot
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