random rantin reminiscing

i loved real, real hard once. But the love wasn’t returned.
Found out da man I wil die for, he wasn’t even concerned.
i tried and I tried to kip him in my life.
i cried and I cried, but I couldn’t make it rite.
But i loved da young man, and if you ever been in love…then you wil understand

Reminiscing da past..
so mani tins to sae bt all i can onli kip it in my heart
i noe i gota let go bt sumhw my heart jz wun let mi
He was everytin to mi and i was nothin to him
i never stopped feelin for you, i just stopped lettin it show..
i miz dose memories we once had together

Prehaps we all gif da best of our hearts uncritically -- to dose who hardly tink abt us in return

can i let go n hold on to others?
can u nt cum bk wen i let go? can u nt b dere wen im upset?
can i forget abt da past n let go everytin if we wasnt meant to b?

btw 2dae iz da 15th n wed too..4 mths ago mos wOo tym reali flies...

gosh..aish..dec approachin once again where im lost...