i nid ya

im lost reali lost.. i duno wat happen to mi
my drms n hopes suddenly seems so far nw seems tt i haf lost track
i duno wat i wan in life nw..i haf cum to a point nw tt i duno where to go
wat shld i do? can u tel mi
i nid u..i nid ya to guide mi bk
i felt tt my life in a mess ever since i left crown
mayb leavin was wrong..if nt i wil haf been wkin for 5mths gg 6mths le
prehaps i shouldn't haf quit..coz afterall i stil tink i lyk da hotel life
im upset tt i din get da bank job which pays reali well
sumtin tt i noe my cert wun allow mi
iz a dip holder pay loh..first tym i failed among all da interviews i been tru i cant accept it
kusu island have cum to end..dis two daes been waitin for my manager to cal mi
he iz offerin mi a contract job for 6mths instead of fulltym job nw kaoz
jz turn off sia havin a second tot mayb sentosa iz not for mi
haiz..i jz wan a job tt i lyk n can laz n da pay nt bad so dif meh?

all i wanted was for you to care bt u dun seem to b bothered...