well im finaLI 20! hMmz..ani dif ani feelins?
act iz notin bt sad to sae dis bdae sux..
another bdae wifot ani caKe..tanKs to suMbody!
as 4 mi..birthdae lei muS haf a cake n flower @ least bt i haf NONE!
lyk i sae..iz reali a teSt btw mi n my frens, dose who turn up jz show hw much i meant to dem...

a chalet wif less den 20 ppl wen i invited 40+ over ppl sia
reali waSte of $$$ kaoz shld b able to get a new cam or hp if i din get dis chalet..bloody hell tks to dose who din cum! u mk mi c da reaL trUth da reaL faKe U!

reali aPpreciate dOse who camE!!! tKs a million
suPrisin iz mozly all my malays ite frens...tks huda, kakak, siti, faezah, yaya, hafi, redza, qie, syam, ain, nt forgettin my chi buds..ying, lyn, san n lim hui, n uncle daniel da onli one frm cartel sorri to mk him feel a bit xtra n left ot @ tyms, laz bt nt least khai n fairus hMmz dis 2 r da ones tt reali aPpreciated! coz i barely noe dem..bt dey r so mUch beta den dose tt din cum loh..esp khai i seen him third tym nia aniwaze he iz another otside fren tt i known other den ali lah keke..

well its over so dose who sae wana mk it up rite? how? can u turn bk tym?
nx tym i wil jz listen to all ur craps baz..worse i mite nt even believe ya animOre..sorri to sae tt mayb i wun even treat ya as my frens aniMORe coz i dun nid suCh a freNS YES..i Reali gIF up on u guys..at least i stil noe who shld treat as frenS dOse who came!
dun gif mi ani craps ani stOry i wun buy wIn believe it!!!
lyk i sae le..i HATE ppl whO sae 4 da SAKE of saeIN!!!
sO if cant cum pLZ duN promISe mi anitin, i dun wan u promise den break it coz i xPect u to cum...if u promise mi sumtin u beTA dO it! i dun care u cum 5mins or wat, sumone die, u gt into accident, by hook or wat u MUZ cUM coZ tt u PROMISED! im lidat tt!!! if nOT dun prOmise lah..plz get a life fuck off my life if u gona b lidat dUN tk mi 4 granted bloodly hell...get ot of MY LIFE!!! i haf notin more to sae ...

dis iz my life my saein.....
one tin tt i reali regreted iz him
i reali regretted nt msgin him again on tt dae
dun to da no of ppl turnin up n turnin dwn mi i alreadi sian 1/2 le cum to tink of msgin, i tot of it too..bt da tot of him rejectin or nt cumin iz higher i cant accept if i msg n he iz nt cumin..i beta nt do so if nt i reali left no MOod 4 da party le..tt y i din msg in da end..

n gueSs wat he sae ySt? gt chalet nv ask mi?
wow frm da i noe if i sae iz my bdae chalet he sure cum de..
bUt but..da pt iz i dun wan him to cum all da wae dwn!
coz i did ask him b4 he sae sun he nt free tt y i din even sae iz my bdae chalet coz i dun wan him to cum all da wae wen he iz nt free le mah..
i feel iz pity mi or wat if earlier on he alreadi sae nt free le..
i dun wana trouble him..thou i wan him to cum beri much stil i dun wan..
so wen he sae dis...

bryant - says:
yesh
bryant - says:
will try to make time for it lah
bryant - says:
coz muz have a purpose to go down mah...if the purpose is ur bdae chalet, den i will find time de
aiya i can go down 30mins oso can mah

haiz wen i saw tt..i nearly wish i knock my head on da wall
y so stubborn shld haf jz ask him rite y tink so much
haiz u noe we reali gt lots of frens noe each other de so iz nt a prob
da prob did tried to ask dem cum bt dey nt free tt y i oso dun wan him feel xtra lo..haiz alwaze lidat de..bt at least he did wish mi he rem my bdae im touched n i noe he wil cum de..tt stil nt bad lah..tKS

sumbody act sae..u shldnt tink tt wae..if he iz willin to cum
even thou he iz nt bz, jz a while sumore if u ask lidat, tt shows he iz reali ur freN lei..jz lyk khai..he cum b4 he bk in..summore in tekong, if he can mk it y nt my other frens or ns frens hor..bt i dun blame da ns de lah coz dey gt sae le mite nt b cumin le..i understand!

aniwaze heck dem..a sad bdae baz..a sad 20th?
coz a bdae wifot a cake, no candles no wishes u noe
n da mon iz my bdae i was whOLE dae @ hm u noe another quiet bdae
laz yr stil da bez, at least first tym frens celebrated my bdae n i tk a pic wif him u noe..haiz
i tot 20 lyk da start of a new phase i tot of startin a nEw mi
bt everytins seems so wrg din turn ot well
well hOPe iz a blesSin in disguse baz

i hOPe to get my car liscense by dis dec if possible
i hope tt my drm shop n pushcart wil cum true sOOn..
if everytin goes well nx yr 4 da stalll, five yrs tym 4 da shop.
i hope to find my lil prince by den
settle dwn n get engage by 26 hehe..
i can c myself in 5-10yrs tym
i wun care abt frens animore,
thou shld b more selfish, treat dose i tink iz my frens nia
get lOSt if u meant to hurt mi..
i jz wan a fren tt wil b dere 4 mi lyk i did anitym.