emo

surfin tru da net...tru frenster...came across frens profile n realise
i lost contact wif alot of peeps esp my pri sch frens
sad to sae lyk nv kip in contact wif anione le...i miz dem..miz my pri, sec, n ite frens haiz...
miz da tym n fun we shared...miz da paSt...

tot he gona b bk 2dae..
hmmz..been waitin to c him online..bt stil nv =(

came across sumtin tt i wrote b4

wIf tanKS fOr aLL U do
* i miSs him 2nitez *
i miSseS dose sMs frm him..

Which onCe flooded my inbOx.
i miSs da late nitez chat
i miSs his lame jokeS
i miSs da wae he lyk to suan mi
miSs da wae he shower mi wif hiS care n concern
i miSs his mngz, noon n nitez msges
i miSseS his waN aNs
i miSs hiS smilin U. keke n tOotz

i miSs arguin wif him n suanin him
i miSs calin him uncle.uncle muan.xiaorat.f3ng.f3ng zi..
i miSs da wae he mk mi luff
i miSs da wae he scold mi tootz n cal mi names
i miSs him callin mi shan.piggy.zhuzhu.xiaozhu.shanzhu.tootie niece shan.2pid pig
i miSs da wae he listens to my problems
i miSseS da wae he solveS it n gifin mi adviceS
i miSs da wae he chEER mi uP wen im a lil blue
i miSs da wae he support mi n all da jIA yOuS
i miss his seriousness n coolness..
i miSses da notti.funni.him
i miSs da tyms wen our eyes first mit
i miSs hiS `Hi's
i miSs hiS smileS =)
i miSs p.prIS
i miSs `dec02 -03
i miSseS doSe daeS

But its all OveR le!
he no lnger dO tt animOre
And i realli miSs him.... and i realli dO..
sO wat if i miz him?

I'm nt supposed to luv u,

I'm nt supposed to care,

I'm nt supposed to live my life wishin you were dere,

I'm nt supposed to wonder where you are, wat u doin

I'm nt supposed to cry 4 u again

I'm sorri i cant help myself..i did tt again

aft sOOo lng no matter hw hard i tried i realise

deep deep dwn my heart i stil cant forget him...

haiz...