hMmz..im reali in dilemma sia..duno whether to b haPpi or nOt? haPpi tt he clink on mi? aishh..im gg crazi sOon..y y y i jz cant let go..im was quite upset dis few daes coz i found ot tt he lyk lyk sumone n confessed bt sumhw failed utterly disappointed by him..hw cum he lidat de kinda turn off kip tellin myself he iz nt da one 4 mi..a flirt..forget abt him..dun care dun bother abt him..proven a tin..he wun lyk mi de sO y kip tinkin abt him? i saw him online dis few daes bt i control i din clink on him..i was online da whole dae 2dae gt da urge to clink bt i din.hopin him to clink on mi bt i noe he wun..jz wen i gif up sia..doin other tins nv tink liao he clink on mi sia..aishh kinda lost 4 words.. yup cant deny tt i felt haPpi chattin wif him tou iz jz a while..da fact tt he clink on mi b4 he book in..but...hOw n wen caN i ever let gO? til wen i can totally let go wun let him affect mi again..i wOnder* realI wonder loh..my mind n heart cant tk it le ah...