been a while since i blog..kinda lazi n feelin tired lately..haiz..dunO y sO tired loh shag loh..slp more oso tired..hMmz..updates:

laz thur~ went to da St. Joseph's Home celebrate mOoncaKe festival loh kinda sad lah da old folk dere lyk laz stage de all so old n frail..da concert nt beri well da sound system loh no gd den we sing so soft..den da deco lyk kinda messy macham kinda beri laz min work..aishh feel bad..aft tt went ain hse den slack a while b4 dinner @ jurong pt had fun tkin lots of pics..den i reached hm nearly 11pm loh can cry loh da journey hm iz sOOo daMn faR kaoz..

fri~i din go da rehab centre guilty coz i went to mit san n da boss 4 da job interview instead aishh
den went shOppin wif san den headed hOme reach hm earli..town notin to shoP hate da feelin of BROKE tt y..

saT~to mk up tt i din go da rehab centre i went pei da old folks to sentosa instead..wake up damn earli loh mit 8.30 @ toa payoh station..was kinda regret @ first coz i realise i duno anyone dere loh kinda xtrA..onli noe da da v.p so onli can follow him haha..da old folk dere da was kinda dif loh..coz moz of da tym i c de all sad sad case de..bt da old folks here iz opp beri frenly, fit, nice loh..went to da carlsberg sky tower, da view was WOo.. butterfly park n siloso beach yeah..din regret gg..gt nJoy c da old folks haPpi i oso..hehe..bt wasted din brin my cam..aft makan den games tym.. halfwae i went off wif v.p haha left earli @ nearly 2pm suppose to leave @ 3pm de bt he nida wk n i left wif him keke..suppose to mit hua bt she stil @ tekong nt so soon loh so i acc him to suntect loh den i roam ard can frm 3+ til 7pm mit her @ bugis lei..siaoz i muz b crazi..ask lyn bt she dun wana cum ot..cant tink of anione to pei mi..coz most of da tym i ask my frens ot out of 10, 9 iz failed tt y i rather not ask le..tot of him bt he idiot din reply mi aft da first msg den suan le loh din ask loh kaoz..damn angry wif him loh..i shop alone frm suntect to marina square den i slack @ killney kopitiam read newpp b4 gg dwn to mit hua den shOp ard bugis..shOp again haha..suPer tired yeah..duno y recently so tried n no mood to shop animore le mayb becoz im broke..

todae sun~went to try ot my new job @ scotts 4 2hrs loh..san show mi wat im i suppose to do loh..kinda relax job bt so damn bored loh standin dere..i stand 2hrs buai tahan liao wonder hw im i gona tahan nx tym aishh..nvm two wks wk twice nia..aft tt makan wif san she went bk wk n i went taka..den headed hm..was tired..duno y doze off again n miz my stop again yst oso loh so qiao so suay aishh..

tots: im a loner..hw i wish i haf sumone who wil luv n cherish mi too..frens tt wil nt tk mi 4 granted b dere wen i nid dem..n not lok 4 mi onli wen dey nid mi..luvin famili who care abt mi..aish i noe all dis wun happen on mi de..sumtyms i wonder wat im i livin 4? luv? frens? myelf? drms? sad to sae i duno..wastin resoures sia..livein 4 notin livin da sake of livin..i hate my life..im sick n tired of it..pissed n upset over my frens n him..i gif up..i shld live 4 myself..shldnt treat dose ppl too well..b more selfish..love myself more..do wat i lyk..spend more tym on dose ppl who r less fortune help dem as much as i can..wOrk n study hard baz..dun care abt other tins le..out