Sunday, February 17, 2008

mixed feeling lost

i tot dis yr 14 feb wil b dif for mi
tink i tink too highly of myself
i fal badly n im bk to square
tt dae suxs badly i stayed hm lyk usual past 21yrs
i tink my life iz bk to normal again prehaps it shld haf jz stay dis wae
mayb im nt meant to haf anione i tend to change to a person tt i hate myself da emo mi
iz he reali OUT of my life? shld i hold on or jz leave it wen i noe we wun haf ani future
coz of his self centered part..haiz i reali duno felt lyk a LOST soul nw
i duno wat i wan now bt im scare he cum bk to affect mi
i duno to hold or let go

hMmz feb iz endin meanin march approaching n tt means my shop iz openin
tense stresS shop gona open bt nt much tins yet how to open? haiz
hw i wish i go fly overseas nw to get stocks man haiz
i noe im gona b reali bz startin soon n onwards frm march so i no nid to worri all dis

y im alwaze end up likin da wrong one
n alwaze nt appreciated by da tins i did
aish...tired mentally n physically suxs...

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