tue blues

hmmz..2dae my heart was reali feelin heavy on my wae to work
im so stressed up til i had to go temple to pray to calm myself down.
pior to wat happened yst nitez..too much everytin jz cums together man
suxs..
jz wana pray for everytins jz goes well b it my career, biz n even relationships
haiz..luki abt da work tin tot it gona b a big issue 2dae bt turn ot notin lei
luki man..if nt i oso duno wat to do seems lyk notin goin smoothly.
tou most of my drms cum true slowly expect for da biggest one iz to get married
wen i din even mit da rite one aish nvm shld jz focus notin nw
bt jz biz n career since luv part has been pathethic six all along..
haiz n oso my biz which i fear most nw, reali lyk wat da lot previouly sae
nw tink bk i reali lokin for trouble lah could haf jz relax wk in hotel y muz i gt
involve wif all dis shit tingy nw, had to worri dis n tt, so bz strugglin to mk tins works
wen notin seems goin rite or smoothly. y muz i gif myself so much trouble by
carryin dis burden alone haiz.. lokin for own trouble onli

bt for da dream to b a boss i tot everytin iz worth it tou im busier tired
even til nw i stil tink im ok wif it..as lng as wat i pay ot gain ltr
bt da onli tin i cant control iz i jz cant help worrin wat if biz iz nt gd?
it does not wk da wae tt wat u pay ot or given ot
wil b gain bk, pay bk or even reciprocal haiz tt's da tin

bt no matter wat i haf alreadi cum so far
im reali gona mk it works i do stil believe in miracles do happens sumtyms
bt duno wil it fall on a unluki fool lyk mi aish
bt im reali contented wif my life nw
havin mondae24 n workin in st regis tou dere r bad tyms
bt it's life n wat most iz im njoyin wat im doin tt's da impt part!
mondae24 shop hopefully if notin goes wrong mite b openin earlier
Pre or soft openin kinda tins..tou stil pendin
bt wkin n rushin to mk it cum true
if everytins ok it wil lauch lyk end of dis mth
jz 2wks b4 CNY jz in tym for tt n oso V day :)
pray hard n lok forward baz hehe..

cheers.