irony

sumtin irony happen 2dae

login to frenster jz nw aft drivin
to my surprise saw a testi
duno y cant help feelin haPpi..

bt nw cum to tink bk
i duno whether to b happi nt?
coz y muz he alwaze re appear wen i start to drift away
wen yst i dreamt n tot of others he cum bk
nt onli da testi..my instructor kip mentionin abt him for laz few lessons
wen i mention abt a fren he wil sae MH ah? wen i tok on da fone MH ah?
which he din do so much da first few tyms
was i bein sensitive or jz too conicidence le?

haiz..im lost mixed feelins
jz nw mit up wif sum of my ex sec clazmates@ prata shop 4 dinner
chatted alot..esp alot on relationship gained sum stuff
dey r practical n dey wun go into sumtin tt dey tink wun happen
n dey r willin to even let go of a relationship even thou iz yrs wen dey noe no pt continuin
one of dem jz break up wif her bf of 3yrs..strong gal man
irony oso da same name as him aish..wat's wif da feng ah?
haiz..

laz fri he surpised mi by callin mi 12midnite wen i jz abt to msg khai coz i noe him 2mths
bt dis silly boi came callin mi n came to mit mi to collect his frame aft so lng
weird lah i hate his suprises coz iz scary at tyms...



LET DA PIC DO DA TOKIN

welldONe man...

can anione feel hw i feel?

sad..disappointed..happi..

for why im i feelin lyk dis coz
tks to him

sum of da edited pics n da qutoes

are made becoz of HIM
indirectly iz for him becoz of him

he has sumtin gotta do wif it
bt yet wen he mention lyk dis..
i real haf notin to sae

i duno whether to b haPpi or sad loh?
welldone i can onli sae..

sadly for all da tins i did...

for all dis 4yrs well act, prehaps, mayb

ironic.. i tink mayb he reali duno..

he jz a dumb tootz guy
prehaps he tot iz for other guy baz..

for i haf been a fool for yrs hw silly im i?

aish i gif uP!

bt if i reali mk up my mind to treat him as a fren

i wun b so affected by it mah

he jz comment tt my pics r great

if iz another person who said da same tin

i guess i wun feel dis wae..so wat dose it sae?

suwhere.. sumhw.. deep down in ur heart ..

... he stil matter alot to ya

if nt u wun b affected!

haiz..........

am i deceivin myself or im jz bein paranoid

he reali turned my world upside down n inside out man!

goSh...

lOSt!

~ sum of us tink holdin on mks us strong but sumtyms it iz lettin go...