Saturday, February 18, 2006

2pid mi lah

yst was so silly loh..jz becoz i noe he kinda sad over his frens who tk him 4 granted..
he dun wana tel mi wat reali happen i noe he stubborn alwaze kip tins to himself de..tt tym oso lidat de tok halfwae @ da prata shop den dun wana sae le..mk mi wonder im i such a bad listener loh? duno hw to cheer him up loh..end up i oso kinda affected by it 4 da whole nitez loh..chat wif him a while on msn nia den he was away n outz den oso nv continue chattin le..i oso duno y i so streSs up n end up pissed off by myself..was suppose to do my frontpage end up nv do..was so affected by him..feel lyk im da one havin problem loh..crazi mi..

aish was kinda upset coz i cant help him..duno wat reali happens den oso duno hw to an wei him loh..i mean i oso suan him de loh..even wen i was chattin tt tym i suan him cal him fei de coz his nick was ni shi da fei zhu..i such a failure rite he iz trouble over his frens i stil suan him..tinkin abt laz tym he alwaze listen to mi wenever i had a problem tt y i feel bad of no help 4 him loh..den wanted to send him a ecard to cheer him up..end up so pek chek ah..coz i cant find da prefect one was kinda contradict wif myself..frm 7+ pm stress til 3+ am loh siao i muz b
den was wonderin or shld i jz send a msg thru frenster..

coz act jz wana tel him to cheer up n if he nid a listenin ear i wil b dere 4 him loh..jz dis simple n i duno hw to tel him loh..den guess wat he wen he was bk @ 1+am i stil haven send..wen i finali wantin to send saw he change his display wif his gf de..kaoz tt's it duno y feel lyk a silly fool loh y so stress up so worri abt him..he gt gf mah mayb he oso nt tt affected by it..n end up i started rainin...
faint* biSH* myself 4 being such a fOol...

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