hmMz..im backie frm chinatown pei faezah n mich go buy da dolly or ah ma shoes den din go work din go da rehab centre too..aish guilty* btw i change my blog add duno wan change temporary or pt pazword 4 da old add..hMmz..stil tinKin..da reasOn behind it, iz scare he nOe my blOg den i jia lat.. coz i n mich gt a feelin mayb he noe sia..gt one possibility tru tt fren of us..i begin to doubt watever she sae loh..i dunnO lah thou gt da feelin lyk he nOe bt i dun wana belieVe tt he nOE loh..coz coz he cant read all dis i wil b damn paiseh if i c him..duno he noe my blog iz a gd tin anOt? ahhh..n he gt forward mi a msg yat bt he din reply wen i sae he pian wo..duno y..shldnt haf sae tt..n i dun dare to msg him nw ask him abt his instructor tin..aishh..4 him i haf gt notin more to sae..yup i cant let go..neither could i forget him sumtin wil alwaze pull mi bk wen i wana let go so i can onli go wif da flow nw...

aft sch went foodcourt makan..gt my gang n nadz n redza..saw andy n gf..been a lng tym since we laz makan 2gether i mean my clique..aishh cant help gt dis feelin tt our gp splite up le..can no lnger b close lyk laz tym le..we drifted apart le..im nt close wif neither of dem animore le..ever since i n mich nt so close le den da guys gt gfs le dey all change le..mich wif da malays frens..zi ann iz alwaze wif kiyoko nw feazah wif siti dey all..jj n andy alwaze mizin lah..we all dun sit 2gether 4 lunch animore..so sad loh jz nw wen wokin ot wif zi ann n faezah moz of da tym iz SLIENT..realise tt we all notin to tok sia..was quite upset tt y i din tok much durin da meal well andy iz wif da gf another table..i miz dose daes..tt we wil tok cock n mk alot of noise of durin lunch, our table gt alot of attention de..throwin cups, food all over..hitin each other sumtym chasin aft each other den aft sch we wil go 4 lunch @ bishan S-11, upstair interchange, foodcourt, yoshi, pasta maina or even aMk sumo hse, sport cafe or da market..our moutain ice kachang..our movie session, marina BBQ, study session aLL gONE le!

Tins started to change alot dis sem.. sumtym i tink iz my faULT loh..everytin started wif da quarrel wif mich. den we no lnger tt close le n she left..( bt dis 2 daes gt tok gd sign baz) follow by da guys gt gfs le.. den aft da chalet zi ann left too..andy alwaze bz wif his photography club..jj forever mizin de..our table left mi n faezah..i noe she oso bored she nw hang ot wif siti dey all..dis whole wk lunch we din sit 2gether..i hate tt! hate changes! mayb tins wil nt turn ot lidat if i nt so subborn tt tym wil it b dif? haiz wat paz iz paz rite.. lyk i sae notin iz forever de..in my life all my frens all cum n dun stay..n iz alwaze sad to lOk bk n to tink tt we used to b so clOse laz tym bt nw..nw moz nv contact le..tt da reasOn y i lyk to tk pICS coz it act as a memory of wat we had ONCE..a loner wil alwaze b a loner..frens ah i gif up.. my frens wun b dere wen i nid dem de..4 our gp i xpect tt aft we gradute nx yr den we wun b so close le coz we gg dif direction le mah..tt y dey sae frens cum n go..aniwaze gd tins nv laz..it wil alwaze cum to an end..bt i din xpect it to happen so fast..

watever sumtym being too sentimental iz nOt gOod..coz u wil alwaze tinK abt da paz n dOse daes n memories..n mk urself upset nia..watever lah ignore wat i sae..im crazi...

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our sweet memories...

Marina BBQ

jj's bdae @ pasta mania

firSt famili piC all present thou charlie abit xtra =x

nv wil it b erased tru tym* even our frenship fade...