The Bottom Line
Things may not be clear right now, but time has a way of bringing life into focus.
In Detail
Lookin' for love in all the wrong places? Maybe it's time to halt the search for the moment and figure out what it is you really want from the relationship question. It doesn't matter if it's a friendship, personal or professional relationship -- if it's causing you an inordinate amount of fuss, it's time to examine what's at the foundation of it, what you expect to get from it, and what exactly you put into it. Getting some clarity on your motives will help resolve any tension.
~phEw..sO accurate loh..feeliN kinda lOST* haTe it!

im back frm town..gueSs wat finaLli i mit him n paz him da mOOncake..ySt din manage to paz him kinda late he nid to bk in.. sad lah..coz i rush lyk hell to mk da jelly n it turn ot KNS too soft..i went potong pasir..coz lyn wan paz mooncakes to fren in town ask mi pei her..decided to paz him instead since im on da wae..he wore specs cuTe* wore a jersey n tt dae's same khakis pant lok so fuNni loh.. can c he so laz min ruSh ot de was suppose to cal him wen im on da train bt i din haha reaCh liaO den cal..he drove ot loh n even send mi n lyn to tOwn..tt was reaLi unxPected lah* sumtin tt i tot wun happen finaLLi i gt a lift frm him by car so wen's da bike? lol tink tOO much..journey abit fuNni weird lah he quiet sia n lyn oso den i scare da amosphere lyk aiya kip tokin loh bt i oso duno wat i saein lah gt a few tyms i oso jz kip quiet n slient loh nobody tok..aishh haTe tt feeliN..dunO y seems lyk we nOtin much to tok sia..kinda disppointed i wasnt hapPi surpisely loh..aishh feel so silly..yst was stil so nervous til caNt slp den 1+2am wk up tkin piCs of da jelly n mOoncakes..siaO i noe..den 2dae stil go buy all da stuff 4 da jelly remk again loh..n da 2pid rock sugar mk mi go so mani dif places wok so much..so ruSh 7+pm stil mkin sia..aLL becoz of hiM..duNO y 4 him i willin to dO sO muCh..laZ tym* i wil do tt le..sO 2pid rite cuM to tinK abt it..i been treatin him too well keke..duNoy 4 wat? wen i noe he wun lyk mi de..dunOy i stil hOldin oN..cant seems to let go wenever i wan...macham gt curse ah my pazlife i owe him izit? haiz..y am i doin so much 4 him? 4 wat? y cant i let gO? do i reaLi lyk him? hMMz..headache ah..mayb mayb iz jz tt...
i cant forget tt pasir riS boy who ONCE nv failed to pt a =) in my heaRt everytyM i c him..wif his smile n a simple HI..nv wil it eased tru tym*
mayb i shld wake up face up to reality he iz no lnger tt pasir ris boy so lng le..pPl change..everytinS changes..gOne was da feelins.. tym.. paz tense.. gaME over le!

<--4 him -->4 da niece
durian+lotusda jeLLy( first batch)
miNi doramoen snowskin moOncakes n jelLy
eNd produCt

in LIfe u wil alwaze nv geT waT u waN

deRe r sUmtins in life tt no matter hw haRd u tRy, hW much effOrt u pT in..
U stiL nid FATE to dO da reST!
~da sky iz rainin n so dose my heart