Yst went chinatoWn finLLI bought my sch shoes..bkaCk n whiTe..den went toWn shOpPin saw da flesh imp guY i din go bio him lei saw him on my wae up towards mos tt tym loh gOt a shOck liew he daMn cUte he shock oso n he wave to mi..=) notin much den went cine paz meiyin stuff n slack a while mit saN 4 diNNer gt triCk by her..coz my mu di was to develOp da fOtos yesh i sae i dun wan develop le bt nw i feel lyk lei b4 i regret again i beta dO it keke..bt as usuAl din get to..cOz san tempt mi was jz a few more steps towards far eaSt nia loh she tempted mi gO cine lng john makan mayb can get to c sumbody..aiya bei bian le loh so 2pid aish shld c mah tt tym alreadi 7+ gg 8 le sO late liao paz his makan tym le mah wasted shld haf goNe to far east sia..mY fOtos hiaz..
den sat hor i act went bugis n toWn aLONe k! wOw pOwer 3 claPs 4 myselF* hMmz..wat was my intentioN of gg ot tt dae? i woNder..iz reali becOz wantin to collect da miCkey mOuse bag mah? or other tiN? i act roaM in tOwn aloNe til 11+pm sia..i wok frm far east til PS..wantin to go cine bt bt i stil skip tt..reaLi duNO wat i doin oso loh i went toWn @ 9+pm could haf tk nel n goNe hm tt tym bt i din i stil tk train go towN sia..Y? i wanted to develop da fotos..bt i reached dere closed le loh sadden..reaLI jz wana develOp mah? or beoz 9+ sumbody in town? i kip tiNKin n tinKin dis wen i was on my wae hm 11+pm le..coz despite i msg n msg bt nobody free to pei mi b4 tt..y lidat? i dunO loh alwaze wen i nid sumbody to pei mi my frens all nt free aiShhh sad sia..i alOne shOppin i dun mind coz train liao nw ok bt ask mi alone makan i cant loh..tt y tt's da tym i start to find ppl to acc mi bt no one iz free to pei mi end up i din eat loh..
bt i mit hua @ 12+am she called mi wen i reached sgon sia..act dun wana mit her loh coz so late le mah i saw her wif her bf @ PS cartel tt tym wen i was on my wae hm..coz was stil waitin 4 her tt tym wanted to mit her bt her bf came to pick her up aft wk..saw she sOOo xiN fu nw hapPi 4 her tt y i went off witot saein HI..bt she stil wana mit so i mit her went makan prata @ gardens slaCk til 4+am sia den i chased her h, coz she stil nida wOrk da nx dae mah..reaLI feel beTa aft tOkin to her..lng tym nv c her le..chatted alot of stuff loh..reaLi nJOy tokin to her loh..she wil alwaze cheer mi uP..appreciate tt she came to mit mi..
conclusion drawn:
i stil fang bu kai loh tink we cant b frens coz i wil start to drm more den tt..haiz
yup coz i stil lyk u tru i noe we impossible but stil...
reali haPpi tt da paz daes gt msg n chat on msn bt tt becoz i tk da intiative tink all dis wun happen if i din msg ya tt dae loh..coz is stil proven tt u wun msg mi first..its nt lyk laz tym le..coz i mean notin more to u..iz nt tt i tinK to much*...if nt wen u reach town tt dae u wil haf msg mi le loh..bt u din..n i gif up tt y i din wana msg ya again..
ya i noe im greedy moz pPl r baz..dey alwaze waN mOre..alwaze nt satisfy..
i noe i shld b contented le..coz all my drms cuM true le mah..da first date, first pic n all da gifts shld zi zun le mah..bt bt..precisly all dose wishes tt i once hope 4 came true one by one..mkin mi xpectin more..gifin mi hope tt da laz one tt laz one tt lil wiSh i mk wif da shootin star haven cum true nia..haiz..tiNK tOo much rite..as usual..tiNk shi ni de jiu shi ni de..pao bu diao de..mayb u reali nOt da ONE 4 mi baz..sO lng liao..haiz
dis iz hw i feel..
- u haf difficulty xpressin emotions ~tt y u cant reali draw close to ur luver
- tt's y dey feel da lack of trust in u..insecure
- dey tink u r flirt n u heckcare dem
- iz jz tt u hardly xpress urself
- u value freedom alot
- ~u r too popular le too bz wif frens sumtyms
- wen u cherish dey tk ya 4 granted n heckcare u
- wen u let go.. dey started to regret n realise u r impt
- bt den it's too late coz u r cold n heartless nw
- u r selfish at tyms..u nv gif in
- coz u c no pt in da relationship u gif up n move on...aishh
- winiN iz ur prime desire ~seems tt notin tt u cant acheive once u set ur mind on
- n u often forgot ur frens n famili n u lived 4 da moment
- bt u r indeed sweet, thoughtful, charmin n romantic ~tt y dey r crazi over u n cant forget u
tt hOw i feel n tink y his relationship dose nt laz..
haiz..duno whether iz true or nt i oso nt him n iz osO nt my biZ..tink tOo much le baz..
feel tt ni shi xiNfU de loh..wif so mani pPl teng ni..
jz tt u dun realise tt baz..dun cherish nw..mayb @ da wrg tym
too late le coz u alreadi gif up le baz..
i wonder da nx tym i c ya..wat wil u b wearin? da glove, da necklace or da braclet?
gueSs nw u r tired abt all dis le..@ da restin period wen i noe u tt tym too ha..u r jOyin da freedom n being wif ur buddies...
aishhh..wats wrg wif mi tink im crazi...
its takes two hands to clap
i cant b da one alwaze mkin da first move
i duno til wen i wil hold on bt i dun wan dis to happen onedae
da dae u wil luv mi iz da dae i stopped luvin u
tink da dae tt i can get over ya iz wen sumbody can set mi free frm all dis misery..he iz den da one 4 mi til den i tink im stil da same i cant luv neither could i forget ya..
i duno wat wil happen nx tym onli heaven noes..but i wil b strong i wil b alrite..
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